DemonTongueWell, I do believe those are looks of daring courage. These are the looks of someone ready to embark on a soul searing journey into the limits of her own body. I think a Master is in order, One that takes on newbies (not that you are, I have no idea), which might be hard to find. There will be a thousand average Joe's that will say "Oh hell yeah, I'll spank 'ya!", but there will be One who is patient, not shaming, who will show you what it means to give someone else complete control of your mind and body.