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This post is me opening up to myself about my long held bi-curious feelings.

17 years ago, after another break up, I started to seriously consider if I was the reason for so many failed relationships. The conclusion, maybe I wasn’t really into guys. Why this conclusion? I had always been able to acknowledge a pretty women, and would sometimes marvel at a female body. Also, I hadn't really enjoyed sex with recent partners.... certainly not as much as when I would masturbate alone. I also reflected on what might have been a teenage crush on a female friend when my sexuality was at that evolving and developing stage. So maybe I was dating the wrong gender?!

Upset at my most recent break up, I arranged to meet Anna, a close friend, in a pub local to her. I chose Anna as she had recently disclosed to close friends that she was a lesbian. If anyone could help me, surely it would be her? The first hour of the evening was mostly me moaning and a little crying. Finally I admitted that I didn't know if I was actually into women. That prompted the need for another round and her offer for me to stay at hers.

Back to Anna's I refused a further drink as I was starting to get emotional again. We sat on the sofa and chatted for a while. Suddenly she learned over and kissed me. All I can remember was thinking its weird to be kissing my friend, and not that I was kissing another women. As I am sure some of you will like to know more, my first lesbian experience unfolded as.....

..... after some kissing that started gently but soon turned into heavy petting, Anna started to fumble with my shirt buttons. Once undone she fondled my bra contained breasts before I learned forward to allow her to unclip and release them. I stripped off my shirt and bra and she hastily did the same. After more kissing and (mostly her) fondling each others boobs, her hands started to unbutton and unzip my jeans. I vividly remember feeling very turned on by also very scared. Positive emotions also included this overwhelming sense of being desired, which felt good given my situation of another rejection. I’m sure that if it wasn’t for the alcohol slushing around my body, the competing negative emotions would have stopped this before it really started.

I helped Anna to ease my jeans down to just over my knees and as she started to settle back onto the sofa I shocked myself as I blurted out for her to also take my knickers down. The act of her unveiling my kitty was very erotic. The feeling of being exposed and vulnerable was such a turn on given I was with a friend who I could trust.

She then went on to skillfully tease my pussy with a patient and considered fingers that beautifully balanced a gentle touch with more forceful and dominate presence. My orgasm was loud, intense and long.

Throughout I barely touched her, but now, once recovered, Anna enticed me closer as she undressed fully. My memory is sketchy of what I said, but I conveyed being scared and nervous. My own orgasm had flushed out much of the sexual excitement that helped to block out my trepidation. Anna didn't force anything and just asked me to kiss her and fondle her boobs while she masturbated. This first experience of another women touching herself is now embedded into my fantasies and desires towards other women.
We went out a couple of times, picture 1 is us deep in kiss during a night out. Although we would enjoy a snog together, nothing sexual happened again.

Eighteen years on and I still have sexual thoughts about other women, but it’s very selective.......my lesbian desires are not generalised and only evoked when prompted by certain people. For example, I can easily imagine sex with Jennifer Lopez. Her body, her style, her legs, her sassiness. But, Emily Blunt who I find equally attractive, instead I would rather she coaches me on her clothing style. Then there is my yoga instructor who is so friendly, nice and kind that I now find myself fancying her. My desires towards here focus around us chatting and giggling while we both masturbate. And there is a certain women on here whose womanly body and naughty nature drives me wild with desire to be seduced and ravaged by her.

Since Anna, I have only kissed another women once. Picture 2 is us messing around and teasing hubby (me on the right). I have shared an orgasm with three different women through online chat, and pic 3 is the image I sent one of these women when I admitted I was touching myself (ironically we were talking about her husbands cock!).

I like to occasionally watch a little lesbian porn, but prefer erotic art that captures lesbian scenes and women masturbating. I find art, rather than real people, easier to generate my own fantasies as I can place who I want into the scene. I also fantasise heavily about being with another couple with my body being explored and taken in equal measures by them both.

Oh, and pic 4 are me in some Christmas underwear from hubby 😍.

Katie xx

Hanging out

My big clit

Hiya all.

It’s been a while since I posted and have had multiple ideas for my next post during this time. With autumn coming in the UK and the change of clothing for something warmer, I was going to post about nylons. However, a few things have come up recently that changed my mind. Both need your input.

Firstly, some of you might know that I experience bi-curious feelings. Before I dated hubby, I had a lesbian experience that left its mark on me. Now, sometimes while masturbating I use lesbian based porn or find myself fantasying about being with another women. Anyway, more on that at another time!

The reason I mention this is that I have a good friend who has dated both sexes and recently she has been a little flirty with me (I might have been a little reciprocal to her as well lol). Most obvious was last week’s yoga class. In the changing rooms after class she was spending quite a bit longer than needed in various stages of undress, all the time rather close to me.

Now, I’m not going to do anything...... She’s had a recent knock back and I think she just needs her confidence boosted. But, when I mentioned this to hubby he was rather eager I didn’t knock her back. Then during our next sex session he was talking me thorough a fantasy MFF scenario.

So while I’m not gong to do anything with her, is it OK though to use a close friend as inspiration for both masturbating and fantasy ideas with hubby???

Next. Hubby and I have been in a few online chat rooms recently. Having hubby converse with the other guy has been erotic for us both. I’ve enjoyed them both chatting about me, us all sharing pics back and forth, and indulging in fantasies over threesomes and swinging.

Hubby doesn’t have a profile on here but should he? I’d love to see what conversions go on without me. He found chatting and sharing pics of me really horny, and also it excited hubby greatly when the other guy shared pics of his partner. He also loved chatting about sexual experiences, and the other women that turn them both on. I also found the situation of two guys sharing so openly a big turn on.

So, should hubby set up a profile on here? Anyone likely to share messages with him?

In light of this question, I have granted hubby the privilege of choosing the pics of me to go into this gallery. He says he doesn’t mind you being very rude with any replies!! We hope you enjoy and we’re both looking forward to reading your comments.

Katie (and Kyle) x

Pics of me done by me

Enjoy!

Can't resist wearing a babydoll outfit and strip teasing for you guys. I hope they get you a tad excited xxRxx

Hey gang, it's been a while since I last posted, I'm going to start with some older sets that I should have posted months ago but just didn't get round to it, but here they are, I really do hope you enjoy them, please leave me lots of naughty comments, hugs Ria xx

Do you like my red bra ?

Felt horny, wanting to be fucked nice and hard

Do you like small tits?

Just a small selection of my sexy lingerie. Will do some proper shoots in the soon x

Tan lines

My first two albums have been received very well so thankyou to all my subscribers and all that have liked and commented on my photos. I'm honestly blown away!!
The truth is I wish it was my husband (also a member on adultism) and many other sites that would notice me 😔

He got them first and I got nothing
Hopefully you guys will like????

Im fucking horny and love showing off my cunt and tits. I love fingering myself to your nasty messages so go ahead and leave a note saying exactly what you think and want to do..x

I'm a young horny bitch, cant get enough of dick, fucking, and getting it filthy.

let me know what you think of the pics.. x